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yuxi's^^ spaceblended emo I have a blended emotion now.. Somehow i knew it would happen someday..just tat i din expect tat it will end up lik tis..with lots of question marks ??????????????endless questions.. I laughed at myself,for taking it too easily..i tot everything will be ok as long as i keep it balanced.. But,it proves that i'm totally wrong.. A heart cannot bear with things tat it couldnt bear with..even if it can,with onli a certain capacity.. When it reaches the saturation point,the nerve breaks..everything tat it ever bear with turns unworthy (without repay).. Unjustify, Unsatisfy, Distrust, Hatred fills the heart in turn.. It is horryfying just to imagine this happening.. But,it is reali happening..nohting could stop it.. My heart is blue..today.. I'm taking all these back,back to where i came from.. After all..i finds tat 1+1 is still not equal to 2..not equal to what u expect it to be.. 5/22/2009 neh neh~~ i was wondering y cant i get into my space these few days..everytime i click tat 'yellow star',it is written there 'we cant get into ur space rite now bla bla bla'...sienz nuh..it has been a long time since i last updated u..haha..miss u so much-- 'yuxi's space'.. so..lets recalled what had happened these time..hmm..after finishing my pspm II,i left the place which is full of a year of memory of mine--kmph..before leaving,i took a last glance all around it..indeed,it was reali beautiful..there,we've got 'Pekan B2',which is my dearly nest..i'll never forget T1 B2 33,a room which can be callled as 'fruit basket'..the days where lychee,apple,orange,zurin laughing,gossipping,sleepin together will never be forgotten..they're the best roommates ever!!Despite all the inconvinients of living together in a small room,we compromised each other..i'm so glad tat they never switch on the big lamp when i'm having my sweet nap in the evening..haha..and thanks to orange for saving my little'red dustbin' for countless times as i always forget to take it back with me after peeing x.x...and to apple who always answered my ridiculous questions patiently (i mean lik 'apple,kenapa apple mesti pakai sarung punya pergi mandi..kenapa apple tis apple tat..just tat i'm too curious bout their customs^^)..and thanks to zurin for accompanying me studying through the late nights(i wonder if i have the guts to study all alone until 2 to 3 am)..the toilet,trust me,it is not just a plain toilet..it is a headquarter for us gals to gossip too..haha..if i ever met vivian,pin xin them ther,i'm sure tat i'll onli get back to my room half an hour later(tats the minimum)..laughter fills the air,accompanied by screaming and screeching sound of vivian jie~~unforgettable days.. 12/26/2008 What a life.................Things come and go away..changes rapidly,despite how hard u trying to stop it..nothing is the same as last time,especially the ppl that revolve around u..who r frens and who are not? it is reali hard to distinguish..some ppl like to say something that irritates u,but stil,u keep tat in heart and keep telling urself not to be mad about it..sometimes it is not the fault of ppl for ppl saying u so,cos ppl wun attack u wvout a proper weapon (the weapon comes from urself,when u reali got da point of being said by them)..just GET USED to it..when u reaches a certain level,u can reali ignore what ppl said bout u,and keep walk through the rest of ur life gracefully..tat is what we want,but not to break down easily just bcos of those irritating ppl..Power from the inner heart is the one that drives me through all the hard times..Recently,ther r someone lik tis around me,which will b called ms.P in the following..i reali dunno how to communicate wv ms.P,what she know is to scold n talk rudely all the times..who do she think she is?Y cant she change her attitude towards ppl?has she ever think what is da feeling if ppl treat her in that way (i wonder if tis has ever Crossed her mind)...??i cant demand everyone to b perfect,but at least be more considerate..Think be4 u talk,if u still hav ur cerebrum cerebelum functioning..i keep quiet doesn mean tat i can accept things tat u did n said..And pls...STOP spilling secret! i've learned the lesson..Things tat r private n confidential should not be in ur knowing at all,even a word about it..There's nothing i can do to stop u from doing things tat u used to do,so the onli thing tat i can do is to keep myself away from u..Keep doing wat u lik to do,until the day u realize what kind of person u r,in ppl's mind..By the time u realize it,it would be too late...too little too late....And my onli request to ms.P,keep urself away from me too..
3/10/2008 dun look backSo,dun look back i know direction..i realize,Everything is Broken..But the footsteps wil always be there,just like a tatoo..
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